Sunday, October 16, 2011 | 3:53 AM
I've Known you for 7 years. We've had an attraction going on and off. and finally we're together. All this while we've gotten to know each other better. we clique so well, that we know what each other is thinking. Its a great relationship that cn definitely see it through the long run.
But I feel that you've been so used to hw things go in ur previous relationship with all the routines you've been doing all this while that i feel you've forgotten that im different. not as crazy possesive and psychotic as her.I let you have your freedom and choices.I would really like it that once in awhile you know what you want and we're going thru with your decision. I dont want you to be afraid of making a decision and end up making the wrong one. because at least, you are trying and learning. yes decisions are tough. u have to choose between importance and if ur decision hurts someone else's feelings. even if it ends up hurting mine. Which is why the word compromise is in the dictionary. After you put out your options and I have an opinion about it at Least we can compromise. I learned something in my relationship with faliq that the word 'anything' or 'up to you' is irritating. Don't complain after if you don't like it since u said anything or up to u.
And also I would really like it if you plan something for once. Instead if me always doing the planning. I would like to see the effort you put in to thinking instead being lazy to think. It's ok to be lazy once in awhile but not always. It's cool that we lepak with our friends and stuff but we cnt always do that all of the time or everyday. Am I complaining too much? In really thankful that I have you and that you give me freedom. Not as possessive as u use to be last time with ur exs. I'm thankful for a lot of things u do for me. But just this time I'm hoping you would make decisions for us once in a while. I don't if you read my blog. I don't know how I'd react if you did. But I hope u take it positively. As somatic that would improve our relationship . I love you, i do.
Let's make it work ya?
Love you baby.
