here i am sitting in the lab..
bored like hell..
wearing a labcoat when im nt doing any labwork whatsoever..
sitting here updating my blog listening to the 4 pointer year 2s talking about
............
what nerds talk abt..
talkin about district no.s in singapore..
talkin about the planetary rings!!
talking about INCINERATION!!!
wtf!
is this really what 4 pointers are about??


*at this point of time..2 dumbasses from the lab beside mine,start commenting abt my facebook status abt the nerds..they're dumbfucks who are effing kepo and have NOOO idea who im referring to and they effing think they're sooo good..SORRY EH ORANG YANG NAK FEELING2 NERD. jangan nk perasaan diri. sadiq wants to give u a treadmill..we say it'll break the moment u step on. ;) *



anyway...
whats been happening with me recently...
hmm..gona have a performance soon with benjy and angie..
kaykay was suppose to join us but his army course was in-camp
so he couldnt join us..
so we've been practicing and practices with kaykay are HILARIOUS!
he'll just make a fool out of himself...

ANYWAY
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
please forgive me for any wrongdoings towards any of u
or if i have said words that have hurt your feelings
or have talked about you behind your back
so i hope you find it in your heart to forgive me :)

raya on the first day started a biiiiiiit late..
only went to 3 houses..dun tink im gona be jalan-ing raya soon except with the NYP malay grp and my course mates..
suppose to arrange one for darlings but duno who's house wana go to..

currently doing my fyp...
which for nw is rather boring n slack because im nt doing any labwork n i still have to research on my project..
i just wish i had sumone's hardworking genes to just finish this up.\
RAWR!


i tink im just gona have something to eat and chill at the labs.. im sooooooooooooo bored..........

3 days passed by so fast
and that was it.
it was over.
Swaggout workshop was over..
i wish they could stay longer..
(even if it meant that my body would ache like hell)
i wish i could learn more..

Whatever it is..
I am happy that i was able to attend this workshop
meet mariel and ellen..
and also keone and jun..
I am happy that i could go through this learning journey 
even if i had to sacrifice my support for faliq and my frens..
(which cost less than swaggout package by half)

Thank You Mariel, Ellen, Keone and Jun for coming down to singapore..
it was definitely a wish come true..
Thank you for ev dance factory for making this happen..
:)

the first masterclass i was late for it again..
but i had a little help from zaihar..
Thanx dude..
 the first song was DEFINITELY not my style because im nt really good at control haha

The 2nd masterclass was more of my thing haha
was by mariel and keone..
they're a cute great couple haha
and the choreo was DOPEEEEEE
:)


after all the masterclasses, we all sat down together and talked..
they gave advice..
talked abt them..
thanked them..
thanked ken n terrence..
*actually i still dont know who's terrence*


then benjy's supposed twin gave a GOOD REQUEST!


requested that keone showed us black n gold..
WOOHOO!!
and that started things off haha


Keone showed black &gold..
Jun showed Mad..
Keone and Mariel did 'Crazy for you by adele'


AND OMG LAH!!!!
I WANTED TO TEAR BECAUSE IT WAS SOOOO SWEETTTT
AND SO AWWWWW 
because from this choreo can see the emotions..
can see two people being in love..
who love each other..
CRAZY FOR EACH OTHER..
and he'll catch her when she falls..
*which he did*
haha


i was MELTING lah..


"I'm now im love with the idea of being in love"
all i have to do is listen to adele..
and im happy and in love..
with nobody..
haha
just the idea of being in love makes me happy i guess :)
if you're curious which song it is, 
its the first song playing :)

*continue!*
Ellen showed Sweet dreams..
Anyway after which we had a phototaking session where Jun was making these HILARIOUS
faces..
Everyone was laughing hahah
 I will always remember swaggout and i'll try my very best to remember the choreo i learned :)
these are my memories :)

ANYWAY!!!
fyp started today.. miss loh DAMN CUTE!
i called her.. and she wasnt at her desk so when she called me,
she asked 'syakira? oh hi what can i do for u?'
"cher.. im suppose to see u rite?"
"really??"
"cher, today is the first day of fyp remember?"


then we both started giggling on the phone..
hahaha


well anyway..discussed with miss loh..
got a better idea of what i had to do..
and miss loh let me off..
HEE!!!


so i went home early..
and slept!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ


haha cnnt tahan sia!
anyway i dun have to go to sch tmr for fyp HURHURHUR
but i'll just go to civics library or starbucks and 
DO MY PROPOSAL!!!


YES SYAKKIE!
DO YOUR PROPOSAL!
DONT PROCRASTINATE!!
SYAKKIE!!!!!!!!


haha ok ok.
NIGHTS!
xoxo


today technology is pissing me off one by one.
first my laptop.
then sarah's phone.
then MSN!!!!!!!!!
thats why im using ebuddy nw..

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!
today i woke up with a bruised knee and ACHING LIMBS!
and went to NYP for
stage arts annual production
and i am TRULY impressed by how much SA has grown
the production was GREAT! 2 thumbs up
minus the blunders and all..
i was SERIOUSLY controlling my tears..

i am so proud of u guys! :D
i look forward to more events from SA.

anyway went to dhoby ghaut..
alone..
oh i forgot to mention i went to the production..
alone..
and of course i went to the dance class..
alone..

speaking of dance class..
OMG!!!!!
OH.MY.GODDDDDDDDD!!!

Classes with ellen was WOOOH!
workout!
we did this choreo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1r-sY2VB7LY

its sweet dreams by beyonce..
we didnt get to finish the whole choreo bcz we had to continually drill at certain parts which was like DAMN FAST LAH!
like WOAH!
but i DEFINITELY enjoyed this!

by the end of the whole thing we were damn tired and drained and soon after rushed down to B1 for mariel's class..
we were from level 9..

having seen most of mariel's youtube vids..
you'd DEFINITELY expect fast stuff from her..
and a definite WORKOUT!

wow ive never overworked my body and mind sooo much like hw ive done so today..
its was FAST STUFF MAN!!!

this was a new choreo i presume since  its not up on youtube..
so cant show u anything now..
anyway it was TOTALLY fast! and TIRING!

i had 3 cans of red bull man!
THREE!!!

and WOOOOHHHHH...
it was even a workout for Keone..
yup keone madrid :)













and yes i look chubby..
ive had several comments already that i look chubby..
actually one only hahaha
this is keone and i admire how he and kent (singapore dancer)
danced mariel's choreo and did it with distinct details and energy..
and how they managed to EXECUTE IT ALL IN TIME!!
IT WAS SO FAST!!!
thank god at the end of the whole thing i actually got it..
eventually......
slowly.....

k nvm! i'll practice!
and keep practicing!
i dun EVER wana forget these choreos..















k muka selenger..
i just ruined this photo.. HAHA..
yup THANK YOU Mariel Martin for coming to singapore and teaching me A WHOLE NEW style to dance..
i'd be happy to say that i have LIVED as a dancer to have been able to take your classes.
this was a wish come true :D
and getting bruised because of ur classes was worth it
HAHA

and im glad to have been able to tell you that and HUG YOU TIGHT TIGHT! :D
AND YES!
im glad to have met Ellen!
was real fun taking your classes!
i loved ur swagg style the most..
and i like your 'Ya?' 'Ya!'
haha

and tmr will probably be like the last time i ever see you guys :(
haha
tmr is DEFINITELY gona be TIRING!
i probably wont feel my legs after hahaha

alrite.. shall rest now and put koyok on my shoulder and knees..
it hurts like hell..
but it was worth it :)

CIAO!!!!!!!!!!!


you STILL still have yet to reply me..

WOOOOOHHH!!!!

i just came back from SWAGGOUT dance workshop and im SWAGGED OUT MAN!!

i got to meet the GORGEOUS MARIEL MARTIN and ELLEN KIM.
i learned this choreo from mariel


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euFDuBy9PJ8 



her's was the first class of the day and i was 15MINS LATE!
HIAKDISH!
trust syakira to be late for her IDOL'S class
*smacks face*



i definitely struggled in tryin to get the first choreo but i thank god i saw vernon there..
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

he gave me a few eights..when there was still time..
and the middle portion i ??????
so i just caught up with whatever mari taught..
ended up with bruises..














BEFORE.
















AFTER!

like omg kan!
my bruises were damn purple lah..
we had some floorwork and i was wearing 3/4s 
---___________---

anyway it was an awesome class which ellen kim was also tired and saying she cant take animore haha
*actually she had to get ready for her own class which was right after that hahaha*














yes i know so unglam and sweaty then take photo with gorgeous mariel rite?
SHE'S SO PRETTY!!!

anywayyyyy
so glad theresa was there to take the next class with ellen kim..
at least got friend..

so we learned this choreo from ellen today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwierKhw1JM

definitely felt swagg and ghetto..
had LOADS of fun..
no bruises this time..haha
but it was still a workout haha 
hair was drenched and all..












I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN WITH THESE CLASSES..
CANT WAIT FOR TMR'S CLASSES!

WOOHOO!!!
btw just got my free t-shirt for being the 1st 50 to register and i REALISED
that i was the 8th person to register for this workshop.


WOW!!!!

LIKE WOAH!!
 anyway missed mohammad faliq i did..
my hp was so silent..
faliq was in genting for Dance Crown Of Honour semi's
AND YEAH!! FREEKZY,SICK, KAMPUNG KRU, HYBREED, SFB, PHUNKIE STYLERS
got thru!!!!!!!!

YAY!!
nw u can come back singapore aredi..
i miss u lah..




ayte am gonna end this with this pic..
gona massage my bruises and put on face mask..
and rest for TOMORROW!!!












didnt do much yesterday except worry abt my FYP project staring at the screen thinking about hw i should start my project..

also checked out youtube vids on mariel and ellen..

SWAGGOUT WORKSHOP IS LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CNT WAIT!

i hope my brain cells cn absorb all the details fast hurhur WEEEEEEEEE

Tryin to analyze every angle, situation
Tryin to find an explanation
Cause it's gettin aggrivating
Why my relationships never seem to work out
Beginnin' to worry and doubt
If I'm even able to detect he's the one
When this day you're wonderin
Why I havent seen the sun
Shine his light on my heart and help me ease the pain
Cause I'm gettin tired of the rain
Fallin' on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drownin
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

[Chorus]
Is It Me? am I so complicated?
Is It Me? or is love over-rated?
Is It Me? cause I dont quite understand
Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
Is It Me? am I too independent?
Is It Me? not ready for commitment?
Is It Me? cause it doesnt seem to last
And it's the only question that I never asked

Maybe I'm longin' for it more than I should be expecting
All the standards that I'm settin
Unrealistically I'm gettin
Possibly in the way of what is left to have in store
Because I'm so confused and insecure
Cause when i know for certain everything is goin wrong
I permitted to prolong
Tried my best to hold on
My Mr. Right's probably hangin round my window pane
While I look through only watchin the rain
Fallin' on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drownin
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

[Chorus]

Never thought it could be that its me
Till I realized I`m the only
Common factor and played a big part
In lettin people break my heart
Never noticin' I was wasting time
Askin the same thing every time
Who were you with? and where were you at?
Until I took the time to turn and look back
Ooooh la la la
La la la la
La la la
[Chorus x2]
La la la
La la la la la
La la la

Syakira
4th Aug 1989
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trying to lead an independent life
Freelance dancer and manpower for Events Artery
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