let me tell u a story about a guy who is indeed shallow.

he ended his blog saying there are some poor blokes out there who just plain shallow.
is he talking about himself?
did he look into the mirror and conclude that?
why delete ur tagbox shallow bloke?
is it because u dont want ur frens to see the ugly dark side that u have?

this poor shallow bloke..
wait.. he's anything but poor..
this fcktard shallow bloke.

has finally come to a realisation (AT THIS AGE)
that he doesnt noe hw to become a fren..
and realises that he doesnt have that many..
he doesnt exactly treat them fairly..
same goes to having a girlfren..
he sees the flaws in her boyfriend and replaces them..
so as to make her fall for him..

u see.. his life motto is that everything is a game..
just play it well..
so in other words, everyone that he noes or noes him is a game to be played or has been played.
all of you have been fooled..
you are all a game.
not the kind where u pass GO n collect $200.

the kind where ur thrown in the dustbin after use.
the disposable one..
where u have to throw away after use..

this fucktard is none other than wahyudin bin hassan.
i pity his family and "frens"

u may think ive gone too far to have put that as my status on facebook or
that ive gone too far to tag onto his tagboard.
but you are all mistaken mere lost fools.
its not enough.
this faggot shallow fool will stop at nothing till he gets another game..
till he finds another victim..
a vulnerable victim.
so i suggest you people watch out for
this fcker who is in nanyang polytechnic year 3 molecular biotechnology.

just see a soft fcker who looks like an ugly myanmar face when he's actually malay.

ok.. perhaps im mean at that part..
in other words.
just look for a faggot.


im not done here.
its over when i say its over.

4 more days!

danceworks first prac n it was soooo tiring..
my whole body is aching all over..
then today was chingay practice..
urgh my neck was still hurting like hell..

now im setting up my exams study timetable..
need to bring up that ugly gpa..
haha
so that i can go AUSSIE FOR ATTACHMENT!!!!!!!!
WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

well...not wee just yet..
thats all i have 4 this post..

gong xi fa cai to all u chinese out there
especially those who i KNOW dont wana go for their reunion dinner haha

Its to make your life much easier.



which brand or item do you think this slogan should belong to?


sorry for the randomness but yea...
haiz gona be long week..
tmr havin danceworks meeting cum dance prac.
sun got chingay...
tues got project discussion..and DANCE.
FRI CHINGAY SHOW!

jeng...

anyway im somewhat addicted to this game
Art of Murder FBI confidential.

i must admit not everyone can play this game..
you must be extremely patient..
and must be able to crack puzzles and cases and what not..
in other words..this game is tough..
i even had to find game cheats for this game.. LOL

im am soooooooooooooooo counting down to 29th for my internet

5 MORE DAYS!

my previous 2 posts have been very...
vicious and angry and bitchy and pretty much, P.I.S.S.E.D.

so im trying to lighten the environment a bit.. if thats what u call it..

lets start perhaps by talking about my current relationship with a man called
mohammad faliq rais.

the longest relationship ive ever had and ive never been too sure of a guy ever..
some people thought i'd never last long with whoever ive been with..
but hey i seem to have proved some of them wrong..
its too soon or ambitious to say but
id really like for me and faliq to last for a very long time..
till marriage..
till the next life..

if something stops this from happening then i guess its just how its suppose to be..
but ive never loved a guy this much..
or am in love with a guy this much..
no guy EVER has made me laugh sooooo hard for the longest time..
how can i not love him hehe.

k lah dah lah..

im sure u guys are disgusted by all this mushy stuff..
i love you faliq rais
and id really like u to update our blog PUHLEESE!




sidetrack.
im finishing up my molecular genetics and bioinformatics reports.
think i'll finish bioinfo later at school.
and i just HAD to drink that delicious cold coffee i saved up..
gosh.

its not dead man(or woman in my case) walking..
its just

'insomniac walking..'

erm ok you.
whatever ok.
thank you very much for using ALOT of vulgarities hah.
good for u u noe who i am so u can read this post if ur smart enough.

first thing i would say, i dont know who the hell u are.
2nd thing i would say, i dont know how long you've known ur dear fren, whether its longer or shorter than me.
3rd thing i would say, i don't know whether you've actually seen the state ur dear fren has been.
4th thing i would say, i don't know whether you know the story behind EVERYTHING. i REPEAT.EVERYTHING.
5th thing i would say, i didnt state my name BECAUSE of your dear fren, because if i did then people would know that he actually calls me n talks to me n lepaks with me when his own frens ban him to.
goes back to the 4th point.
6th thing i would say, ur lucky i said only THAT in that tag, because honestly, i wasnt finished.
7th thing i would say, i didnt finish what i wanted to say because i CARED.
8th thing i would say, i wouldnt have checked his blog if i DIDNT CARE.
9th thing i would say, i said what i said is because ur dear fren needs to WAKE UP. because he has been in this bloody state for FAR too long n if he wants to be happy in his life he has to WAKE UP.
10th thing i would say, the percentage of ur caring ass compared to me being caring towards your fren is definitely lesser especially in terms of mass and that i ACTUALLY have a heart and ur ASS doesnt.
11th thing i would say, if you have "read in between the lines" ( assuming ur as smart as me to do so), you would realise that i AM goin to leave ur fren alone even before u "order" me to do so..hah.
12th thing i would say, since im so caring towards ur fren, im doing him a favor by ending this saga to make his life wayyyyyyyy easier.
13th thing i would say, if its people's tagboards dear, no matter hw ANGRY u are,bite ur vulgarities, in fact swallow them because it aint ur blog. urgh.
14th thing i would say, fortunately for me, i can spam as many vulgarities i want because its MY blog. at least im civilised and CONSIDERATE for ur feelings that i dont type this with vulgarities.

to end this list, just shut up n go away aredi lah. ive aredi DONE things way before u barked ur orders at me so shoo.





am feeling VERY bitchy now.
not to mentioned pissed but not sure exactly to whom.
whether shud be pissed at the above person or pissed at her fren or just pissed at people in general for not entirely being ....lets see...is it understanding? or is it open minded? ahh...heck.
whatever it is, her fren has one lesser fren to think or care about. wouldnt it be great if like he just had amnesia n the only thing he cnt rmbr is ME!
woohoo!
im sure he wished that as well am i rite.

but just imagine, ur fren for quite a number of years, has actually placed u under a category of people who apparantly dont care. when actually u do care but certain circumstances dont allow u to be there at that very point of time to pick up a phone call. what to do right..some actions are not acknowledged and in fact invisible. and all they see are the bad things they blind themselves to believe.

if u dont understand just close the blog aredi lah.
as i quote from a certain fcktard myanmar face,
"click the cross on the top right hand corner"

:)

this is so blair talking.

honestly ar..
i feel like giving u one bloody fuckin knock on the head to make u wake up ar.
stop being effing emo ok.
this is already too much aredi.
ur letting ur emo self get the better of u.
the more emo u get, u will nvr move on in life n this character will remain within u n u will never be happy.
so just stop it already.
if sumtin bad happens, take a breather, analyse,reflect n
just MOVE ON! learn from it!

urgh who am i to say all this am i RIGHT?


its a pain in the ass to wait for 29th jan so that the bloody person would come n activate the bloody wireless..
apparently we're goin all mio.

*in case ur wondering hw im online, i plugged in my mums hp n am able to connect to the net*

bloody reports.
bloody tests.
everything bloody.
bloody PMS even.

my mum is effing pissed with me because i couldnt make it for the livenloaded audition..
i mean like HELLOOOOOO
i havnt PREPARE!
u expect me to go there n embarrass myself??!!
plus its just a review session n i may NOT even get to be on the show so dont effing get ur hopes up.
URGH.

had chingay practice the other day..
effing tiring eventhou the steps was effing simple.
i tink im gona scold in this entire post..
thought that id be slightly free afer open hse n nyp has talent..
but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

here comes chingay.
then after chingay, DANCEWORKS.

my goodness...
danceworks is like the competition for secondary schools..
never really won anything in danceworks.
URGH.
in fact, i personally have never won a dance competition ever..
URGH!!!!!!!!

yea ppl i suck big time! woohoo!
i cnt dance i cnt sing! woohoo!

go fck urself lah!


yea i warned u aredi
bloody pms.
im still effing pissed at some ppl..
the same person who i was talkin abt in the first paragraph..
EFFING PISSED!!!!!!!!
EFF OFF.



u dont wana call me anymore fine with me. i dun care about u wat. i lazy to pick up ur fon wat.fucking watever lah. bloody stop being a overreacting drama mama emo drag ok! ur bloody overreacting. u noe wat.. lets end this saga of urs once n for all ar.. a favor to u.. u dun wana call me or talk to me anymore, FINE. let me make ur life easier. i aint gona talk to u anymore. goodbye.

so much for being a fren for u when apparently my "fren" aredi ditched me since he came to the assumption that i DIDNT FUCKING CARE.fcktard



im gona be effing deleting this post soon. dun fucking mess with me.

sorry havnt been updating for a looooooonnnnnnngggg time..

home's wireless has been a bitch..
gona get the mio connection up on the 29th jan..

well anyway..
quick updates...

i just LOVE the date 09 jan 09

because that is my 9 mthsary with faliq.
the NYP has talent competition that i took part in on the 9th jan..
crowned a winner :)

yes yes i tink some of u have already found out..
i won the NYP has talent competition :)
not trying to be humble but..i really feel that i didnt do my best..
but hey.. the opportunity opened..
guess it was my luck.

and also the next day faliq won east side idol representative of bedok.
*eventhou he's from JURONG!*

yup so its 2 victories in 2 days :)

other than that..
chingay practices starting today..
gona go home later to change to dance wear.
wah long time nvr dance with fancrew...



ANYWAY!!!!

this portion is for a certain someone.
you have no idea how much i just wana beat the shit out of you.
you are effing lucky i havent bumped into u in school.
you say u go for peace blablabla.
BULLSHIT.
you say you will unleash the bad side of you no one has ever seen before..
bad side?
wat will u do to me faggot?
scratch me with ur nails?
or shoot me with ur bullshitting, poetry you cast onto girls to make them fall for u.
she may have been ur victim.
a game YOU played.
but your games will come to an end soon.
you can delete my tags all u want..
but hey u cnt delete my posts.
just wait for the day i post about u k.
hope u enjoy.
then u can laugh ALL you want
since u claim that nothing can hurt u.
apparently pain is funny to u.
what a fckin weirdo.
i heard u started the new year alone.
with both your victims leaving u for the one they truly love.
apparently u were THEIR game.
the game they played.
the game they finally found BORING.
especially a weak faggot like u.
wow FAGGOT! you GOT SERVED!!!!!!!!!!
well lets see if u can try ignore me lah k..
lets see hw long u can tahan..
yea perhaps i wont tag animore..
but i'll have fun here OK :)

btw dont u FUCKING DARE talk to my FRIEND about the past.
its FUCKING DISGUSTING.
so what if u noe little things that others dont know about her..
dont u FUCKING bring up such personal topics during ur conversation with her.
YOU'RE FUCKING LUCKY u can still TALK to her u fcker.
i'l make sure u lose ur fcking balls.
and dick.
and that peabrain u have there.
a pathetic excuse for a man.

wait.

what man?

well im stuck here behind the scape building stealing a bit of their
electricity to charge my aredi flat laptop battery..
thank god there's gd wireless connectivity here or else i'd be stuck here ALONE.
in case ur wondering wtf im doin here..

fancrew has a pre-chingay meeting at 6pm..
but UNFORTUNATELY its been pushed back to 7.30pm
GGRRRR
n so im stuck here HUNGRY n ALONE..

but hey! thank god for the laptop hehe
got my belated birthday present from faz..
nike high cuts yall..
thank you hee.

anyway i will still wana search for a dope pair..
probably from subra ooohh..

anyway before this had a group project discussion with zheng da n sarah..
suppose to shiok shiok sleep till 12 but i had to set my alarm clock to 10am
so that i can actually wake up to see if sarah low got set a time to meet..
because rite..
this nene..

she fell asleep in frnt of her laptop with the lights n laptop on..
n ppl were tryin to talk to her..
n they had no idea they were talkin to a dead rhino..
lol..

badak sembu! hehehe

yea anyway
talk about new years eve..

had a WHOLE lot of fun at sakura international buffet at admiralty park..
had a lot of fun bcz we were laughin like crazy n the topic of laughter as usual was
SARAH low hong hui :)

n faliq definitely had fun bullyin her lah

LOL

well we were all pregnant ladies n gentlemen wen we left sakura..
headed to buona vista picked up syafiq..
suppose to head to eskibar but turns out they moved or closed down so we decided to head to the cathay n watch 'bedtime stories'..

and we didnt get to see no fireworks no countdown no nothing because at
12 midnite we were in the cinema haha..

well it was a great night tink i laughed too much i got back my pacs haha

well the rest are here aredi so i'll update later...
or soon...


btw.. i get to dance punking for nyp open house!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Syakira
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