Tuesday, May 19, 2009 | 11:21 AM
fuck. fuck. fuck.
im a BITCH.
im a lover.
im a child.
im a mother??
im a SINNER
and a saint (NOT)
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i wana cry my eyes out till i go blind so nobody would want me, nobody would like me, nobody would love me ANYMORE.
i would love to kill myself but i cnt.
cz i dont wana sin further.
I WANA BACK OUT FROM SING OUT 09.
I WANA BACK OUT FROM SINGAPORE IDOL.
I WANA BLOODY FUCK OFF.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana emo and wana get out of ur life and just make myself suffer..
but i dont wana get out of ur life bcz i still love u and i want u back and i want u.
but no.
you dont want me anymore.........
ahhhhhhh............
can i just cry in the cinema tmr ?
i mite just do that.
