1 hr of sleep. 1 STUPID DUMDUM IT project. 4 labreports. 3 freaking topics left unstudied. 1 bloody test. 2 more tests coming soon. 5 freaking exams coming up. 1 bloody headache. 1 ACHING body. 1 lost hp. 1 empty bank account. 1 empty piggy bank to save up for hp. 2 clueless parents. 1 danceworks team. 1 fantastic crew. hundreds of choreos to learn. 1 giving up spirit. 1 snapped up soul. 1 real heartache. 1 tight slap! 1 too many faces. 1 too many sides. 1 too many lies. 1 just too many.
THATS IT!
ive had it. im mentally n physically exhausted i can just faint anytime n just sleep.. thats wat happens wen u lack of sleep. thats what happens wen ur problems keep accumulating..
urgh. its PMS week. for sho'
Monday, January 28, 2008 | 9:34 AM
LIFE.
has been hard 80% of my life. never was easy. same thing over and over and OVER and OVER AGAIN.
and honestly...
i SNAPPED today. not because of a guy. but because of the unexpected. of ALL things.. why must it be this.
once i snap, dont expect things to be the same. cause one thing wont be there anymore. its the most important thing in life. be it in a relationship or friendship. even in a relationship.
you just lost me.
AAARRGHH!! I HATE IT NOW!! AARRGGHH!!!
BITCH!
Sunday, January 20, 2008 | 9:55 AM
yo yo yall
life has been stress n tiring. been sleepin late a lot lately had FB practices for danceworks..
performed at keppel bay launch recently.. DAYM was it hot! got tanned man! a very bad dirty tan! my costume was practically fallin off man..
aft performance went down to scape to help out at the fancrew auditions.. and MAN!! there were SOOOOOOOO many people auditioning. 3 times more ppl compared to our batch's auditions. aniwaes ppl who i asked to go who got thru were amin n fazley. now fancrew has officially 40 members haha a lot rite! i wonder how we're gona control everyone..
aniwaes today was the first practice. went to collect a few things that i bought online.. then met up with faliq.. went to walk arnd.. played pool... then he sent me off to RP for prac where i was late.. prac was fun n tough.. we learned freakshow in details n learned abg hafiz's choreo.. which was real tough in a sense.. bt it was nice.. :) well aft dance we went to go lepak at titanic
played charades.. laughed A LOT
well today was an ok day. another tiring day. now i need a job. to get $268 man.. urgh
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 | 3:30 PM
life sucks without a hp i must admit. but THANK GOD there's the internet. ive been internet sms-ing god knows hu.
well been coming back late recently. usually mumz asleep by that time so i managed to get away with it
had keppel bay rehearsals ysterday. i wish i had my hp so that i cud take pics of the scenery and of course, wat we had to dance on! at the keppel bay bridge, theres a pathway for people ot walk on rite.. well that pathway is narrow which is shorter than my arms opened wide. so as we walked to the gathering area. we noticed white blocks with steps at the side. at least 40 blocks. then we asked ourselves if we'd be dancin ON these blocks.
and turns out.
WE ARE! WTH! oh n btw its sumkind of ballet jazz choreo. do NOT ask me why im doin that haha its scary u noe wen doin the turns on the block. well goh chok tong wil be there.. so i tink this will come on in straits times or sumtin. im gettin paid $100 for this HEHEHHE n if i can come on fri (which i doubt so unless i skip lecture) we'd get paid $140 i wan!!!!!
but i cnt
haiz aniwaes im off to sch toodles.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 | 11:37 PM
its been 10 days since i posted. KNS!
went out to vivo ysterday.. walked arnd. ate. played pool. watched body #19 AGAIN.
but the KNS thing abt it is....
my bloody hp slipped from my pocket wen i left the cinema. n obviously i rushed back to get it. it WAS GONE!!! DUH
well most lykly sumone saw it n took it n didnt noe hw to PICK UP THE FON. argh...
I WANT MY HP BACK!!!!!! argh. all the messages. all the contacts ARGH. all my mums contacts. all my pictures ARGH. all my SONGS!!ARGGGHHH!!!! all my vids!! my memory card !!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHH!!!
MY HP!! GGGGGGRRRRRRRRR now how am i gona tell my parents that i lost my hp AGAIN. this time its the expensive one. haiz. i'll be TOTALLY dead meat. SHIT.
Sunday, January 6, 2008 | 10:40 AM
now for something more happier other than being an emoshit.
today was fantastic crew outing. love them loads. craziest bunch of confident nenes ive ever met. they dont care if strangers find them weird. they just noe hw to hav fun n crap a lot! esp that!
aniwaes we had lunch at el-sheikh where we had an expensive feast which was paid by our fines. LOL. i had to finish up fafa, benjy and gee's food haha JENG! we crapped n laughed n lol-ed n jeng-ed n even posed for photos outside the shop at the roadside.
setan kat belakang :P
afterwards we walked all the way to esplanade n jz lepak-ed there.
the lepak-ing session there was hilarious BECAUSE!
we ended up playin several rounds of charades n believe me its nt the normal ones
we were crappin sooo much n laughin our heads off esp after didi came
abg ewan n didi did nonstop charades jz to make the rest of guess..
from dancing
to crawling
to lying on the floor
to acting like drag queens
to doin retarded stuffs.
LOL
n infrnt of a whole lot of people!
they jz don't care hee :)
well we got tired n hungry so most of us went to long john to eat..
n believe me i was still hungry.more crappy stuffs of course.
the lil girl sittin next to us hu loved raising her eyebrows!
mau challenge ke pe!
jeng
buruk seh fafa!
credits to fairul :)
it's still buruk fafa.
the retard hidden within abg didi.
abg didi n renni's creation.
put two crazy heads together n that's wat u get JENG :)
i LOVE u guys loads..
u guys seriously made my day.
more pics to come.
waitin for reella's cam
may our bond grow stronger as the
seconds
minutes
hours
days
weeks
months
years
go by..
HEE:)
signing off.
the lol girl
| 10:24 AM
i just feel so argh!! im stuck here on a dilemma. n i cnt decide. i noe for sure that i only hav one decision n that very decision will make my teammates despise me n criticize me.
im so fereaking stress! honestly i dont really feel the school period i just cnt do it. i dont even noe if i can last for the next 2 yrs.. projects. labreports.tonnes of it. dance prep for open hse. singing for open hse. danceworks.ARGH!
my dearest friends. for whatever happens. i really hope ALL of you forgive me. it never was my intention to trouble all of you. i dont want u to hate me. but if u do, i don't blame u. n i won't stop u from hating me. just to let you know. this wasnt entirely my decision. i also don't want u guys to think im irresponsible esp wen it comes to the matter. im sorry for not being able to attend for most of the practices n perhaps jz being useless. n please do not think that im being selfish by doin so. it was very tough to go thru this dilemma so please try to be in my shoes first before you come to any conclusion once again. im very sorry.
Friday, January 4, 2008 | 8:16 AM
SORRY!! well im nt a smart alex when it comes to all this video majiggy.. SOOOOO if u find it sooooo troublesome, just go on to youtube and type
