Thursday, November 13, 2008 | 6:27 PM
my heart is beating kinda weirdly recently..
im out of breath so easily...
and i dont even smoke...
ysterday was one of the most worrying days of my entire life..
luckily todays friday man..
if it was another school day, i'd be too tired to even wake up..
stayed up all night doing drosophila & medical micro report..
and also worrying about my baby..
something happened..
which i will not enclose the details..
gina was actually online to worry with me..
i was worried about where u are..
whether u were ok..
i couldnt think straight to finish my report..
i kept thinking if i was there, this wouldnt have happened..
if only i was there, at least to go through this with you..
i have lecture at 8am.
which means i have to wake up at 6..
i slept at 5am just to get a little nap..
and even so, i havnt even finished drosophila..
i was worrying as to why u havnt replied me..
have u gone back to camp..
i keep checkin the time thinking that if its 5am he'd probably be back at camp, he'll msg me..
but u didnt..
i tried to be there for u..
but i guess that wasnt enough..
baby, im sorry...
i'll love you till the end...
no matter what..
oh and by the way..
i got thru to ORION finals..
i hope you'll still be with me till then..
