Tuesday, August 12, 2008 | 9:40 AM
i noe i shud be bloggin about my birthday n wats happened recently n stuff..
but i just felt like bloggin this instead.
i feel selfish writin this but this is kinda how i feel..
i duno whether u keep to ur word..
or u just make empty promises..
if even ur promise is for my profit..
but it kinda hurts just seeing u spend ur money so easily
it makes me think back whether wat u said was just to keep my hopes up..
im not a wealthy person..
i cant afford most of my wants..
but i manage well with my needs..
but there's this one particular need which i have nvr been able to manage..
n i tink those close ones should noe what im talkin abt if i say that this NEED needs to be replaced with a new one especially since its been with me for more than 2 years and has worn off..
its gets extremely irritating when ppl tease or comment about this need..
commenting that its always been this...nothing else huh?
askin me to buy a new one..
u buy for me ar?
since u say soooo easy.
n when i heard what u said..
my eyes glitter with delight because FINALLY i wont be hearing these irritating comments from others..finally i wont have to suffer from wearin this worn off 'need'..
finally i can go about doing things with ease..
but i see u go about head to toe covered with branded items..
KAYA nye kau..
biler kau beli?
last week?
KAYA nye kau..
oh ok..
u gave me an empty promise.
u gave me high hopes.
im heartbroken.
i dun wana trust u animore.
i dun wana be heartbroken again.
u just go about doing ur things buying your stuff.
just forget what u promise me.
i dun wan anitin from u.
i dun wan to be the pity case u had to take up.
i dun wan any sympathy from u.
just shut up.
note: syafeeqa dont worry darling im not referring to you. this post is for a guy. n no faliq nt abt u too.
