Sunday, January 6, 2008 | 10:24 AM
i just feel so argh!!im stuck here on a dilemma.n i cnt decide.i noe for sure that i only hav one decision n that very decision will make my teammates despise me n criticize me.im so fereaking stress!honestly i dont really feel the school periodi just cnt do it.i dont even noe if i can last for the next 2 yrs..projects.labreports.tonnes of it.dance prep for open hse.singing for open hse.danceworks.ARGH!my dearest friends.for whatever happens. i really hope ALL of you forgive me. it never was my intention to trouble all of you.i dont want u to hate me.but if u do, i don't blame u.n i won't stop u from hating me.just to let you know.this wasnt entirely my decision.i also don't want u guys to think im irresponsible esp wen it comes to the matter.im sorry for not being able to attend for most of the practicesn perhaps jz being useless.n please do not think that im being selfish by doin so.it was very tough to go thru this dilemmaso pleasetry to be in my shoes first before you come to any conclusiononce again.im very sorry.
