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Thursday, November 29, 2007 | 9:19 AM

PEOPLE!!

ATTENTION ALL!!

ORION singing competition FINALS is on the

5TH DEC, WED

NYP THEATRE FOR THE ARTS

3-6PM FREE( bt require ticket for entry)

those who didnt get the chance to book the tix with me

go to Student Affairs Office blk E lvl 4

and ask for them there

well im competing in the solo category

so PLEASE!! SUPPORT ME!!

presence deeply appreciated hee :)

pics from girls karaoke session

my dear strong babe , hanisah

well i cnt rmbr wat happened on mon

bt i remember i lil wee bit of tuesday..

well all i rmbr is studyin in the research carrel with azlan n his frens

n receivin a call saying i GOT THRU TO THE FINALS!! woohoo!!

den wednesday was suppose to attend orion briefing

but had a stupid compulsory security seminar

where they suddenly ended up talkin abt the ghosts the ns men saw during ns

-_-"

well aft that went for FB meeting n practiced singing like SHIT!!

bumped into a few familiar faces frm mcg..

cik abg farhan!

cik abg afiq!

hee :)

n many many more..

THURS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DARLING RYKIEL!

n she's a girl not a guy! ggrrr

no idea why we were bending over..

small in size but has super strength!

xiu xiu & me :)

ally & me :)

"photoshop" me & regina :)

finally a nice pic of me & sarah :)

kill 2 nene birds with 1 stone

*DARLINGS*

went karaoke to practice with redha n haiqal..

then went to meet up khairy n his fren fahmi

ate ayam penyet!

punyelah SEDAP!

den fri had FB!

learnt lyrical hiphop

felt real sick thou

by the time i reached home..

my temp was 37.8 degrees celsius..

i guess that was a real bad day for me

BUT NVM!

must hope that tmr will be a better day

AND YES IT WAS A BETTER DAY!! hee :)

went to prepare to go for 2 weddings..

i was overdressed for the first one which was at a chalet..

yes thats VERY weird..

and i was slightly traditional for the 2nd one which was at golden landmark hotel

wedding of andre & nadia..

honestly the outfit i had in mind was this simple black dress from my aunt

but they eventually made me wear sumtin that i dun really like

i got it from my mama :)

reminiscing moments..

of course these werent the bride & groom haha

see the guy holding the camera?

he is a serious GREEK HOTTIE!!

so frustrated to only get his side shot

he's 18 ,single(i hope) , has the most perfect features ive eva seen on an angmoh guy up close

and he's name is Costa. hee :)

did i mention he has gorgeous eyes???

yea he has gorgeous eyes hehe :)

im still in lalaland hee

well enough of the pics

posting the rest at

http://syakz-world.spaces.live.com

shud be sleeping now to regenerate myself for fantastic crew practice tmr

GD NITEZ ALL!!

Sunday, November 25, 2007 | 7:40 AM

let me talk abt the daily stuff before i get on abt wats on my mind...

fri..

"supposed" duet audition..
sumtin that i had no idea abt..
especially the timing..
i must admit im extremely disappointed with my partner..
i will not say why..
but if u noe the true story, u wud also noe why i'd be disappointed..

well turns out the laksa crew stood me up by not coming for FB..
so i bumped into nora in the canteen n called up all the girls..
turns out ira n syaqilah r goin karaoke..
rang up hanisah
n it turns out that she n her bf ( 3 yrs 2geda)
hav juz broken up..

OMG! this is an emergency! im totally draggin haney along with us..

so we met up at topman..
wen haney met us i hugged her
then she started tearing..
ive heard her story
n believe me!
u can cry listening to it..

haiz...

she was sad so we were hopin singin wud relieve her..
sumwat..
well we had a good session of singin n screaming n laughing..

SATURDAY
wasnt really feeling well so didnt go drama..

promised wawan that i'd accompany him for shangri-la interview so i did..
apparently quite a number of ppl rmbr me..
even raphael..

well zaf got thru so she'll be goin thru trainin nex week..
whereas for WAWAN!

HEHEHEHE

the guy said that he hasnt turned 16 yet so 1 week b4 his bdae he can come back for interview
hehehe

well after that met up with psyco n watched enchanted..
well once in awhile we'll meet up n watch movies together..

SUNDAY

woke up late to enjoy homemade coffee..
got ready late
met up with wawan n mazlan n we were totally late
rushed to studio for fantastic crew practices

today was jazzy day so we were doing pirouettes n chenes

well now to the thing that has been buggin me all night...

Would I be weird if I wanted more than love in a relationship?
Would I be weird I wanted to feel the hurt & sadness of the relationship?
Would I be weird If I didn't wana take the path laid out right in front of me?
And search for a new difficult path instead?
Would I be weird if I didn't wana love because I want more drama n action n excitement?

I feel like as if my heart has been blinded n I have been brainwashed..
I feel that I wana remain single n continue venturing..
Yes I would love the perfect relationship..
But does perfect mean last forever n ever?
Does perfect mean no problems?

What I want is something new n different..
Where we can learn new things about each..
Where we begin to love each other more as the day goes on
Where every day is like as if we're falling in love..
I don’t want us to get sick of each other if this goes on for years..

Should I do what I think Is rite? What people think is right?
Should I choose that path which I’ve been ignoring all this time?

Or should I remain single n venture out?
Should I fix back ties that have been broken but not yet gone?
Should I create new bonds with new blood?
Or should I ignite the candle which died in hope?

Should I ?
Should I not?
A penny for your comments.

Thursday, November 22, 2007 | 8:12 AM

AHH!

Today was a very SUEY morning!

i cud hav been early n on time if it wasnt for the bus which was 15mins late!

GGRRR!!!

den wen i reached the mrt station,

the train JUST arrived so i ran for it..

and wen i got to the end of the escalator,

the doors closed..

GGRR...

so i cudnt meet with azlan..

so i told him to go off first..

BECAUSE!

the next train was arriving in another 7 MINS!!!

so then i rushed off for practical n then i realised..

that i was having my red day! argh!

the cramps!

the pain!

ahhhh!!

wana tank the darlings for the concern n for the panadol menstrual! woohoo!

aft sch went to go meet amin (f4) go town jalan2 n shopping..

had a lot of laughs almost evrywhere..

here's the pics!

we walked arnd bugis, orchard and somerset n enjoyed tongsen chicken rice, wanton noodles n STARBUCKS WARM CHOCOLATE CAKE! wooo the choc was like soooo the sedap!

nk makan lagi!

oh pocok!

signing off! :)

~~i suddenly feel so invisible~~

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 | 4:31 AM

yoohoo!!

well auditions was over.
evrything turned out great.
i didnt break at all! woohoo!
n i managed to attempt the whistle register.

the judges comments were gr8 too!!

"u'r very pretty"
"u've got potential"
"have u joined a competition before?"
"u just need more experience n get rid of the jitters"
"think the audience will love u"
"uve got a gr8 smile"

AWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

i was the most happiest because i managed to sing the note which i kept breaking in..
and FINALLY i sang the WHOLE song in 1 flow hee

aniwaes hate labreports.
i cried while doin it last night...i gave up half way n cried myself to sleep..
den while doing it at sch i cried again cause super stress..

sorry my darling regina..wat i said came out without thinking..

well today was a lucky yet unlucky day for me i guess..

toodles!

P.S. *im very disappointed in u _ _ _ _*
up to u people to fill in the blanks.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007 | 10:27 PM

AHH!!!
today's the day!
its the ORION singing comp auditions!!
gosh im so nervous..
my slot is at 4pm n its only 2.30 now!
iqah cudnt be with me today..
kinda disappointed in her bt im thankful that i only hav to audition my solo.
plus, me n iqah havnt practiced a single thing at all.. JENG..

well this is only for fun..
plus stage arts "made" us audition cz they want at least 15 ppl frm SA to audition...
WTH

my stomach's churning..
i havnt really had sumtin proper to eat..
havnt had the appetite n all..
haiz..

AHH!! im so nervous!

Sunday, November 18, 2007 | 8:37 AM

well well well...

friday..

sch as per normal...

A LOT of sleeping cz of the free periods..

went for nora's mcg production

LAKSA CREW

syaqilah,nora,idah,me,mahira

core LAKSA CREW members.

syaqilah, hanisah,nora,idah,me

well the production was very good n funny..

the hosts were hilarious..

we were laughing from the beginning til the end of the production..

weeeeee

(joke of the day : genie in the bottle)

well well well...
saturday..
had drama, went to see butts off

jamile (so u think u can dance season 1) n me :)

michelle brooke( so u think u can dance season 1) ; me & shahrul

passed amin his present..

am REALLY glad that he luvd it..
went to go eat with x's funk.

went home laughing like an idiot with hakim f4 n haiqal..

well on the way home i was comtemplating on whether i should go to fantastic four's audition to be part of them...

should i or shouldn't i ?
should i or shouldn't i ?
should i or shouldn't i ?

so i decided i would just go for fun with haiqal n wawan.

OVER!

moving on....

SUNDAY!

well met up with haiqal n wawan n headed on for auditions...
bumped into DUA...
went search of the PHOTOSHOP! we needed a picture BADLY for d auditions..

obviously we were nervous as hell EVENTHOU our intention was only for fun except wawan thou he wantd it badly..

the first choreo was abg ewan's...the speed was ok..quite kewl steps wich was rather simple...then got thru 1st round! woohoo!

2nd choreo was give it to you by sean paul..it was fast n fun! n REGGAE! anywaes started feeling tired so kinda screwed it up a bit..

den it was time for us to do both choreos in small grps in frnt of them like showcase..well i rmbred all of it wich was like WOOHOO!

den dey called us in AGAIN to do the same thing...DAYM...den i screwed up give it to you...DAYM!

well they did their cut n we had no choice bt to do another choreo
wich was church by t-pain
wich was SUPER FAST...
i tink i'll put the song in my blog...
i aredi had that giving up feeling n it seriously overwhelmed me...
certain parts i did it proper
certain parts i just cudnt do it cz i was tired n wanted to leave the room..

n final showcase...JENG!
tink i screwed it up hee :)

but then it was time to release the verdict....

haiz...

i got through!!!
im officially part of fantastic crew!!
so the OMG!
anywaes my sundays are officially packed :)
n my dancing days have just begun from wence it fell.. :)

us after the auditions

a failed attempt for a nice picture.

another failed attempt to get a nice picture.

WOOHOO

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 | 8:27 AM

well well well..

wednesday...

missed practical today..

bloody diarrhoea...

went for FB meeting..

den Stage arts meeting...

den went to bukit timah to have dinner at Al Ameen...

SEDAP!!!!!

here's d pics!

the milo dinosaurs n etc.

oohh SEDAP!

Iqah's nasi goreng paprika thai

fadlul's nasi goreng al ameen

ilham's tom yam

my mee goreng

eunice's mee bandung

the aftermath!

us n that mysterious hand!

TOODLES!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 | 8:07 AM

well well well..
tuesday...

was late for IT lecture AGAIN!
i tink thats gona be happening for the rest of the semester..
aft lecture,had breakfast with darlings..
played 369 with halfboiled egg with sugar and soy sauce..
ate ALOT!

went for biochem lecture..
actually understood quite a bit....i tink..
lunch at north canteen!prata!putumayam!
org chem lecture..paid attention eventhou had a few winks..
teacher called our my name a couple of times even wen i wasnt talkin at all! grrr

den we all headed to McD to "study"..
well i noe i did!
sarah n xiuyi were so GLUED to syafiq's psp!
playing worm sumore!
well haha i only played sudoku a few times for awhile only hah

den we left sch n i met up with azlan n we headed to cwp for dinner..

JOKE OF THE DAY: i'll be right here waiting for u *wink*

WTH hahahaha ok thats an inside joke!

aniwaes we walked arnd cwp..
went into courts...
tried the beds n sofas..
mcm tk de keje je..
ate donuts! AGAIN!

aniwaes came back home n watched criminal minds!
totally gruesome n sick man! i loike!

signing out!

Monday, November 12, 2007 | 9:42 AM

well well well...
sunday..

i thought it'd be a boring start bt turned out ok..
went to accompany irfan to buy his nephew a present..
he eventually bought a cap..
which he wished was for himself..

watched bee movie..
super cute..

den went to my uncle's open hse & cuzzin's bdae party with my mum...
d food was gr8..
den my uncles started karaoke-ing
omgosh..
aniwaes sang a few songs..
got a few duit rayas which was overdue..
then headed home..

boring rite? haha

MONDAY!!!
well woke up late..rushed to sch..
had computer lab..
finished my labreport wich i totally forgot abt..
ate and ate and ate..
den had organic chem practical..
the bloody paracetamol was a pain in the rear end!
we cudnt obtain enought crystals...sigh!

anywaes aft prac i met up with redha,haiqal n khairy to go visit aidil hu was admitted to hosp a few days ago..

previously he had an operation on his appendix n apparently the doctor made some mistake til it caused complications to him now..his intestines were twisted..well the poor soul cudnt eat or drink cz apparently he'll vomit it out...so he hasnt eaten for 4 days now..cnt even talk...only can shake n nod his head...n do the middle finger hee :)

GET WELL SOON AIDIL!!! YOU'LL MAKE IT THRU!!

aniwaes aft the visit..we went to lepak at novena ...ate donuts from donut factory

n played '369' haha the forfeit was disgusting

! nutmeg mixed with sugar n water!

headed back home n here i am!!

having all lectures tmr...
n lunch with azlan..

hope tmr is a good day.. JENG!

Saturday, November 10, 2007 | 9:10 AM

well well well..

saturday..

it was a draggy day..

had to practically drag myself to sch for drama...

was damn tired...

had a few laughs here n dere...

i became the victim of several teasings from my fellow drama mates..

of course it was all for fun..

but why am i always the victim...

aniwaes..we helped clean n clear the clubroom n storeroom which was in a TERRIBLE mess..

aft that, most of us were totally bored n free so me, rabia 2, syidah n farhana went to 'lepak' at sembawang...tank god there was sum sale which got us distracted for the first half hour..den we chit chatted n laughed our asses off at coffeebean discussing about the hotspots one can go to in singapore..

picked up my mum, went back home n got ready to head on to esplanade..

it started out as a surprise but i just cudnt keep it to myself so i told my mum that i wanted to surprise her by brnging her to the zainal abidin concert..she was estatic at first...

den she started naggin me on how i got the money to buy the tickets haha..

we rushed to the concert....luckily we got there on time

n we enjoyed the show..

i must admit.. zainal abidin is the only man who can make my hair stand...

and send chills down my spine..

he's that good! haha

well went to eat satay gado n went back home...thats all haha...

n a few late camwhorin pics..