FIRST and foremost i must post abt the first thing that happened today..as this was sumting that stayed in my head almost all day n pissed me off..
i was already late for drama as i overslept..so i was walking towards d mrt station wen i noticed a grp of malays going for jalan raya..i recognized sum of them as monsta's frens so it was pretty obvious that he was dere too..after scanning from afar, i saw him n caught him lookin back at me n suddenly turning around as if to make it obvious that he's nt there..now that pissed me off. i look straight n continued walking n as i was closer to them i gave him n his frens a cold stare n just walked off...i had no idea why, but i was trembling n my heart was beating fast..perhaps it was because the amount of hate n dislike i feel wen i see him and also d amount of hurt..n it is DEFINITELY nt becz i stil have feelings for him because i DON'T!.
"pretend u didnt see me. nice one." ---kyra
"i didnt see sia!" ---monsta
"LIAR!! i saw that u saw me n quickly turned away n even ur FRENS saw me..4get it lah.. u wana avoid me just say so.." ---kyra
"wateva lah heng " ---monsta
WATEVA LAH!!
u cnt even tell the difference btw me wanting u back n d fact that im treatin u as a fren. SHEEEESH!! let me tell u. muhammad arif bin abu bakar, i do NOT hav a single ounce of feelings left for u! UNDERSTAND!
ARGH! it just pisses me off..
now for sumtin much better than that bugger..
drama was ok just now..i lurved d way syidah played her part as d mother.. i reli felt it.. i actually shed a few tears! AHH!! aniwaes i was soo bitchy in my role that rabiah was disgusted by it AHhahaha
ate wit fadlul,ilham,amin,yana stoner, aisha n sarah at banquet wdlds where we talked abt jokes..especially dirty ones.. credits to nicholas! :)
i brought sarah home n made her try out a few baju kebayas b4 we got ready to go to shaik's open hse.. haha n we took reli long with make up n evrything.. HEY COME ON! we're GERLS!
haha so went we were otw.. in d bus, in the train.. EVRYONE was lookin at us.. like as if we're d hotstuffs..AHhaha!
I HAD THE BEST TRAIN RIDE EVER!! haha cz dis european lady hu sat beside us started talkin to us by saying our dresses was so beautiful n d colour was gr8 n evrything haha..
"aniwaes this lipgloss colour is the same colour as ur dress! see! its d same colour! it suits u! try some on! "
haha so sarah tried on her lipgloss ahhaha
"are all the guys in singapore hopeless??"
"YES!!" (in unison)
"how abt that guy? is he cute? no? (starts looking arnd) OH! look over there! that guy there is cute..he's got great features..see! that indian guy over there..he's got nice cheek bones..."
kyra= well d guy beside him is cute
"OH YES!! he's sooo cute! (stands up n walks towards d cute guys)(says sumting to the guys)
well u guys are really cute! darn! they're all married..well im not embarressed to say so.. u guys reli are cute! (returns to seat n waves at d european that kyra claimed to be cute)"
sarah= "how long will u be stayin in spore"
"well we've got to stay for 2 years.. here studyin marketing..here with my partner.. been with him for 18yrs..lucky got to bring my dog along..he's d most prettiest thing..sum gerls just come up to us n say that he's cute n start taking photos with him..he's that pretty.. he's simply gorgeous.."
well we had a gr8 time talkin to her till we realized that we were finally at aljunied.. bumpd into familiar faces like d kecohrables.. too bad psyco wasnt wit them.. that nene was suppose to go shaik's open hse as well bt shaik forgot to msg him d address! :( we gerls had fun bitching n laughin our heads off n updating shaik abt d happenings at shangri-la..well sooo much fun yet sooo little time.. so me n sarah set off home at 11
so here i am blogging.. n btw IM IN DANCEWORKS 2008!!! woohoo!!!
SIGNING OFF :)
Friday, October 26, 2007 | 9:51 AM
hey hey hey!
its been awhile since i last posted...
a lot has been happening..
im involved in drama performance on the 2nd nov 7pm nyp dome(near blk E)
please please please come down n check it out...but of cos ask for tix first...its free btw..
ive been werking..so im a few bucks richer than usual...bumped into certain ppl..hu eventually ruined my day...had irritating obnoxious guests hu we all eventually called 'the fckers'
"eh go serve d fckers"
"eh d fckers ask for more chinese tea"
"alamak must change d showplate for d fckers"
lol it was hilarious lah..aniwaes rudy stood me up again n made me wait for 1 hr..was late for drama cz of that..well bye bye to u hee :)
went out with darlings on one of d days n ate at sumo hse.. i initially dared vince to eat d sushi wit wasabi but the tables turned n d dare was on me...sooooooooo.... i had to eat 3 sushis wit wasabi n d amount of wasabi kept increasing..3 balls of wasabi GONE! n i suffered tremendously lah
well i got my hair permed hehehehe
i actually had d time to camwhore..lol..
well watched stardust with haiqal...its a gd movie..was gr8!.. its a must-watch! hee :)
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 | 10:46 AM
Friday, October 19, 2007 | 8:50 AM
well life has been SOOOOOOOO d boring...
been schling...
making sarah laugh like SIAO! by making her watch korean gameshow,xman,
here's d link.this is episode 57 n d continuation episode 58. u MUST watch it n dun fast forward or wat not...
part 2= http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=33508
the game is like playing murderer.. d rest of d contestants must observe n suspect hu the xman (murderer) is aft several games...well d xman only has to things to be slightly suspicious ( for an eg. purposely lose a round) dey hav several games n several rounds.. games like dangyunaji (of course) d opponent is to say a sentence where d nex opponent must say of course n d whole purpose is to hurt d opponent to win d round..aniwaes watch it.. u WILL laugh!
darlings played badminton today wich i soooo shud not haf cz my arms n arching n my hands r shaking vigorously until now so warm up during FB affected me badly..haiz...aniwaes taught lynn d choreo... pity lynn..she had ot learn all in one day...
gosh my hands r stil shaking...n im werking tmr!! ahhhh
signing off :)
Saturday, October 13, 2007 | 10:17 AM
"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.."
im signing off :)
| 9:42 AM
wel have been goin out wit darlings for d past few days...
thurs went to celebrate regina's bdae at her chalet..
we had fun n we made her cry! haha she was so moved by our gift that she cried!
yay! goal was achieved haha
then fri we went to pick up ally from d airport..turns out we got d wrong flight but luckily we stil managed to catch her sumhow...d funny thing abt that morn was dt there were more pics of us compared to d number of pics we took wit ally haha
as usual sarah is her lame self. :)
then went window shoppin n had dinner wit DarlingS & co. at clarke quay..was SUPER full n SUPER boncit.. we walked arnd clarke quay.. loitered in frnt of MOS (step nk masuk dlm je)..den found d best place to camwhore.. d TOILET!! haha tank god d toilet had a gr8 female/male sign! ahaha...we lepak-ed by d river, ate gelato n bugged sum guys for free pad..haha..walked to city hall mrt n slept in d train all the way hah.. we were soooo tired lah..
today raya felt slow seriously... d feeling was like as if didnt look forward to raya...surprisingly didnt look forward to d money too..but surprisingly i stil get money n that dey gave $10 notes..didnt hav a single $2 note at ALL haha...d north indian food at my relatives open hse was GREAT!!! ooooh super full..
n it seemed he wantd to exchange numbers wit me badly..
n i knew for sho' that he wud try sumtin...
that was y i was lazy to reply his msgs n answer his calls..
n thus his last msg hee
hey...i just wana tell sumting since u do not wan to lyn me...i just wanna sae i missed u alot...having met u yesterdae wasa great feeling eventhough it felt hard 4 me to express it...wish i cud tell u how much i missed u but i noe u won't respond...im not trying to manje2 wit u but im just speaking my mind out...i wish we cud spend sum time togeder but i noe it won't cum true...back then wen we 2geder,i was immatured...now that i learned the true meaning of loving sumone is not by just break up simply but to rectify the problems we face... i discovered that u were the most influential gerl in my life...leaving u was a mistake...i shud have cherished u..i noe u won't want me back but just being wit u wud allow me to cherish u...but i noe...that this can never be turned into reality..i luv u...i always do...please at least remember this words...i'd hoped that u wud reply but i noe u won't reply so i'll just say my last gdbye..sheikh.
sheikh, if u happen to be reading this..erm.. i hav no comments other than i seriously doubt u luv me..if so u cud be confused with infatuation..but im no one to talk abt this bcz i myself dun reli noe luv that well...but wat i noe is that..im nt that right person for u n that there are others out dere..n that i don't wana go back to my past. u may think that u do, but u don't. so please. scratch wateva u were thinking bcz yes u r right..it wun becum a reality..i've experienced this for too long n i obviously won't go back there..sorry :)
well aniwaes life as usual..went to collect my pay.. saw rudy n shi long dere...me n sarah were lyk lost souls hitchhiking a bus at night AH hahaha..aniwaes been enjoying wateva time i've had wit my frens..n im goin to regina's chalet tmr!!! i mean today... hee..which reminds me hee
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY REGINA LEE CHING HUA
071088
yes i noe that it has passed aredi..i wished her on the day itself but i wana make an 'official announcement' AH hahaha
babe hope evrything at ur chalet today goes well n i TOTALLY look forward to havin dinner wit u guys n ALL d darlingS( except for rykiel :( )
toodles.
Sunday, October 7, 2007 | 11:08 AM
well my WHOLE week has been extremely unlucky...first hot water spilled onto my hands...den accidentally touched the hot curling iron..den d arguments in my dance exam grp..d dance exam... d breakup with arif...my parents n their nagging...argh..den bumped into arif's fren wich reminded me of him...
well im extremely thankful that today was the BEST day at work ever!.. haha i lurve my captain bao jun man.. he was soo slack n relax.. n told us to relax... evrythin abt our station was in top condition n all d guests gt their food faster than the others..hee we even sneaked sum food n drinks to d back...hee..life was sooo peaceful jz nw til aft d guests left...d guys kept kacau-ing (disturb/the best word=flirt) me..kept buggin me that sum guy wantd my number n den wen i was sweepin d floor, dey kept buggin me nonstop..aniwaes made new frens...tink i made sumones day by teachin them a few things..
well reached hum n here i am updating.. i hope that evrything will turn out smoothly.
n of course
muhammad arif bin abubakar, i wish u gd luck in wateva u do.. hope u excel in evrything u do. pray that u'll go thru a smoother road in life..n that u'll find sumone for u..
n wen u get that bike of yours, be sure to give me a ride :)
Friday, October 5, 2007 | 12:02 PM
life is full of aches & pains. love never was the answer. i don't think i can afford feeling this again. i doubt this heart will ever feel better.
love is always accompanied by promises. promises that are usually broken. love used to shower me with kisses. even showed me heaven.
but now love betrayed me so. swept me off my feet. left me hanging in this dream for sho' scars & cuts, grave deep.
fragile, love has made me now. the will to trust has faded. all i wonder now is how this love has got me blinded.
what goes around comes around. that has already been proven. love is suppose to just stick around and leave when the feeling has fallen.
love just fools the heart. nothing about it is true. even those 3 words which played the part. those 3 words ' i love you'
for those who are loved even those who are loving this love should'nt be taken for granted. scaring a woman's heart should be considered a sin.
-written by the broken syakira.
let this post tell all. let this blog tell all. let my friendster tell all. there's nothing more to be explained. especially the obvious.
| 9:12 AM
tank god its finally over!!!i was super hungry n super stressed bcz of d exam.. argh finally one burden off my shoulders...n at least now im free..no more pracitces for d exam.. but this is sumwat like a preparation for dancewerks so obviously we must be prepared the thing abt jz nw was that our white pants was totally seethru to the extend that all our underwear could be seen.. haha so my pink n black striped boxers was super obvious haha!! ira's was heart shaped boxers.. christie's was lace!
well here goes another day where i dun get to see monsta... dun tink i can meet him tmr oso... sumore sun im werkin so obviously i wun see him on sun.. monday im buka-ing wit d laksa crew.. TUESDAY!! our anniversary hee.. we will definitely meet on that day.. if we dun................. GGRRRR!!!
well i seriously hav nutin to update.. THAT'S ALL!!
Thursday, October 4, 2007 | 9:05 AM
well well well...
tomorrow is d well awaited dance exam..wish me luck people..i may totally need it.. my grp has lesser choreo than d other so yea...
well people have given me comments that i look like an angmoh...especially since i cut my fringe..sumtin like this hairstyle...yea..so i was lookin thru my pics again...n this pic makes me look slightly angmoh especially d eyes.. HAH..
VAINPOT!!
hws life?? its been real sucky recently...especially dance.. fasting has totally drained my energy to dance that i ended up sleeping in frnt of hanisah's grp while dey practiced haha...
had 3 1/2 donuts n a bit of tomyam instant noodles for buke HAH..
suppose to meet up wit monsta but there was some urgent business he had to attend to at admiralty.. soooo i lepak-ed wit sarah n syafiq at McD instead...TANX GUYS!
n so now here i am. blogging. bored. totally bored.
serious.
haha
n of course listening to deputy siren n promoting DEPUTY SIREN songs hee
ARGH IM BORED!!
n i miss that bugger of a nene!
u better be free on tues n wed n thurs n fri BLUEK!!
u noe hu u r u fudgey u.
MONSTA!
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 | 11:00 AM
tagged by yenny christina!
Layer 1: On the outside Name: Noorasyakirah Binte Rahmat Birth date: 4th August 1989 Current Status: Attached Eye colour: Dark brown Hair Colour: black and mahogany hee
Layer 2: On the inside My heritage: im 3/4 javaness n 1/4 arab..european blood too but distant relatives lah. My fears: To be lost and alone with no one My weaknesses: i don't think b4 i say; easily like ppl; easily fooled by ppl. My perfect pizza: anything spicy with meat n cheese EVERYWHERE.
Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow My first thought of waking up: Daym its not 11am yet..haiz..cnt slip My bedtime: i'll abt wateva's bothering me til i fall aslip My most missed memories: of sec sch life, certain ppl,
Layer 4: My pick. Pepsi or Coke: coke Single or group dates: depends.if dere's nutin to talk abt, both wud be boring.. Adidas or Nike: nike Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee!
Layer 5: Do you? Smoke: once or twice Do you Curse: duh! who doesn't?! Take a shower: DUH! Have a crush: nah! Go to school: school?? wat for when its d holidays! Believe in yourself: at times..but life can be demoralising u noe.. Think you're a health freak: sumtimes...hahaha..but obviously im not!
Layer 6: In the past Drink alcohol: NO Gone to the mall: like duh. Dyed your hair: havnt i aredi mentioned that? well yea!
Layer 7: Have you ever..? Played a stripping game: Not to that extend. Change who you were to fit in: think i hav.. in d past
Layer 8: Are you hoping to Get married: obviously!
Layer 9: In a partner Best eye colour: it'll be nice to stare into hazel eyes evry night Best hair colour: It doesn't matter. anything that looks gd on him Long or short hair: Anything that suits him.
Layer 10: What were you doing? A minute ago: finishing this survey An hour ago: chatting with frens, watchin 'heroes' n eatin campbell's chicken soup :) A Month ago: got attached to cik abg monsta A Year ago: mugging for O's lah!!
Layer 11: Finish the sentences.. I love: life when it dusnt suck the fun of it all I hide: the ugly sides of me. I miss: wat life used to be I need: sumone to show me wat love truly is.
Layer 12: Tag 5 regina! xiuyi! idah! nicky! nora!
| 8:15 AM
God wants me to suffer.
So here i am,
Suffering.
God wants me to learn from my mistakes.
So here i am,
Learning.
God wants me to feel my actions upon others.
So here i am,
Feeling.
God wants me to feel the hurt of others.
So here i am,
Hurting..
went shopping with darlings.
here are the pics.
blogger is being such a BITCHand won't let me upload my other photos so all the other photos are in
:havianas :little miss late shirt :amin F4's bdae present :top (was forced to buy bcz it was a 2 for $30 sale) :monster shirt
thats ALL.fullstop!
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 | 9:12 AM
dere's sumtin i havnt done since i've made this blog..
wich is..............
put PICTURES!!!!!!!
woohoo
here goes hee
happy 19th birthday cik abg ayul..dah besar dah!!(yes dis is similar to wat yenny did..i got inspiration from her)
i finally realised im fair after several comments from my frens... hee.
| 7:59 AM
random stuffs.
dance exams take up all your energy. having too much activities take up all your mind energy. missing people drains up your energy too. you learn new things evryday foreigners who cnt speak understandable english are a pain in the buttocks. time flys too fast. i need more money. i suddenly feel lyk studying. i need a getaway. i wana go batam for massage!!
anybody wana come with?? :)
Monday, October 1, 2007 | 11:07 AM
life has beenDOWN... work has been a pain in the buttocks cz d ppl i werk with r so ARGH! havnt seen monsta for aVERY VERY VERY LONGtime that its seriously killing me... he's gona be workin overtime n all...ARGH!!!
went for dance prac. ok. but boring. went buke with yani. that girl will FOREVER crack me up...with her lameness.. haha aniwaes her i am bloggin here.. n bored like hell...
wat im gona type next is this poem i made for monsta.. this was wen he had a blackout n i cudnt chat wit him online...neither cud i talk to him on d fon.. sooooo here it is..
baby you've made me happier more than ive eva been nvr hav u failed to put a smile or an endless grin my days n nites are spent thinkin abt the things we do.. d hugs d kisses n d 'baby i luv u's
we may b psychic even telepathic but one things for sure 'baby we're fated'
i noe ur missing my voice aft ur long day baby we're totally fated cause im feeling d same way
no short circuits or blackouts will stop us from feeling d way we do.. i thank god i can send this voice message to u.. baby gd nite sweet dreams slip tite my dark chocolate n aphrodiziac im sure our sueyness will fade away as we start off a new day i guess this means gd nitez.. i suddenly feel like holdin ur hand.. but i noe i'll see u in lalaland!! so gd nitez or in a way which we say is much better LAATTTERRR!!!
gosh im missing u.
Syakira
4th Aug 1989
leo
trying to lead an independent life
Freelance dancer and manpower for Events Artery
<3 Fantastic 4 Crew
<3 Foreign Bodies
im signing off :)
as usual sarah is her lame self. :)
im signing off!! :)
happy 19th birthday cik abg ayul..dah besar dah!!(yes dis is similar to wat yenny did..i got inspiration from her)
