Thursday, December 6, 2007 | 7:24 AM
well my dear readers...dun reli noe if i DO hav readers..i totally lost my voice completely..so no matter hw much water i drank i knew wat the outcome wud be likeso i lost the comp..well actually more like surrendering my chance in winning.. hahso yea i tried my best.. a lot of ppl knew that...pics will be posted soon..anywaes it was over n done with..WOOHOO!!hmm.. thursday..was a gd day for me.. very peaceful..no sadness n wat not..sum guy (fren of hadi's) suddenly came up to me n asked for my number...-.-well i told him i wudnt give my numbr bt msn wud be ok..aniwaes i forgot my IT project paper so i went back hum n came back to sch to do it..wich was honestly a waste of my time..so i went for FB meetin..bbual ngn fadlul n hasli skejap..left sch..went to sarah's hse to finish the project..n here i am at hum enjoyin food while i still can hahmy voice is stil sexy of course..hahaaniwaes...ive been thinkin a lot abt this..n just THINKING abt it can make me tear up so easily..i find that it is so unfair to me..ive been experiencing this again n again n i seriously hate it..in primary sch..secondary sch..n now poly...why cnt things stay different for once?amin noes hw i feel cz we're in the same situation..but he's stronger of course...i just hope that these ppl that i love will jz realise this..cz the more it continues , the more hurt i am..the more hurt i feel, the further away i will draw back..the further i draw away, im gone. n perhaps there's no turnin back..i dun wan that to happen..n i hope it dusnt...i hope things were the way they were..but wat can i do..people change.
