Sunday, November 25, 2007 | 7:40 AM
let me talk abt the daily stuff before i get on abt wats on my mind...
fri..
"supposed" duet audition..
sumtin that i had no idea abt..
especially the timing..
i must admit im extremely disappointed with my partner..
i will not say why..
but if u noe the true story, u wud also noe why i'd be disappointed..
well turns out the laksa crew stood me up by not coming for FB..
so i bumped into nora in the canteen n called up all the girls..
turns out ira n syaqilah r goin karaoke..
rang up hanisah
n it turns out that she n her bf ( 3 yrs 2geda)
hav juz broken up..
OMG! this is an emergency! im totally draggin haney along with us..
so we met up at topman..
wen haney met us i hugged her
then she started tearing..
ive heard her story
n believe me!
u can cry listening to it..
haiz...
she was sad so we were hopin singin wud relieve her..
sumwat..
well we had a good session of singin n screaming n laughing..
SATURDAY
wasnt really feeling well so didnt go drama..
promised wawan that i'd accompany him for shangri-la interview so i did..
apparently quite a number of ppl rmbr me..
even raphael..
well zaf got thru so she'll be goin thru trainin nex week..
whereas for WAWAN!
HEHEHEHE
the guy said that he hasnt turned 16 yet so 1 week b4 his bdae he can come back for interview
hehehe
well after that met up with psyco n watched enchanted..
well once in awhile we'll meet up n watch movies together..
SUNDAY
woke up late to enjoy homemade coffee..
got ready late
met up with wawan n mazlan n we were totally late
rushed to studio for fantastic crew practices
today was jazzy day so we were doing pirouettes n chenes
well now to the thing that has been buggin me all night...
Would I be weird if I wanted more than love in a relationship?
Would I be weird I wanted to feel the hurt & sadness of the relationship?
Would I be weird If I didn't wana take the path laid out right in front of me?
And search for a new difficult path instead?
Would I be weird if I didn't wana love because I want more drama n action n excitement?
I feel like as if my heart has been blinded n I have been brainwashed..
I feel that I wana remain single n continue venturing..
Yes I would love the perfect relationship..
But does perfect mean last forever n ever?
Does perfect mean no problems?
What I want is something new n different..
Where we can learn new things about each..
Where we begin to love each other more as the day goes on
Where every day is like as if we're falling in love..
I don’t want us to get sick of each other if this goes on for years..
Should I do what I think Is rite? What people think is right?
Should I choose that path which I’ve been ignoring all this time?
Or should I remain single n venture out?
Should I fix back ties that have been broken but not yet gone?
Should I create new bonds with new blood?
Or should I ignite the candle which died in hope?
Should I ?
Should I not?
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